😶Dear Diary: Am I bored or am I unhappy?😶

And why I despise the saying 'only boring people get bored'

Every Friday I sit down and wonder that the hell I’m going to write for you in my diary this week. It used to be recommendations, then it was a rundown of my week, then it was just whatever I was thinking/ feeling - but lately, I’ve been struggling a little bit because I am overwhelmingly feeling incredibly bored. So I thought I’d write about that.

For the past year or so I’ve felt something that I haven’t in a while. I was content. Some may even say I was phoenixing. The thing about feeling content though, is - like relief - you need to go through stages where you’re wanting or waiting or… not being content, to be able to feel it to its fullest when it hits. I feel like I’m in the wanting and the waiting period right now. For what? I need to find out.